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And entry one is suddenly dull and lacking the life I had hoped for. Being distracted by an idiot brother will always do that. WHO does he think I am? To make me bag his weed and wait for them to come pick it up, FOR FREE. I do it all the time and I hate the smell and the act. Maybe if I earned something I'd feel less bad. Here I was, learning some SIMPLE coding because I'm retarded and this is my thanks from the world, being called and arguing and put to work while he frolics doing god knows what.

He's probally off having sex with some girls that aren't his girlfriend. He had a work trip to Ireland for the week, the house has been silent of the pair of them and the food has actually lasted. Yet somehow he still causes problems like the manged dog he is. I tried to tell her what he was like but honestly she almsot deserves it with how fucked up they both can be. She's choosing this path and I DON'T CARE!!! They suck toes, she sucks his, they told me once and when I walked out he came in to apologise so I KNOW IT'S TRUE. It isn't gross nor do I care but why involve your flash and blood in what gets your dick squirting.

Anyways, instead of going into detail about what I want to touch myself to next, I'm going to go dissociate.